Talents: use or abuse 'em

I am a firm believer first and foremost, in Jesus Christ, and that He IS God's ONLY Son! I believe that God gives each of us talents that when we use them as He intended, can be so incredible and astounding parts of our lives. But~~~we have to use them. 

I find myself so into all that life weighs me down with that often times I forget to use those talents God granted me. Better yet, I even forget I possess those talents and that they're available for my use. How sad is that??? That I get so caught up in this rat race of life and so engulfed in worry and stress at times that I forget to just be still and use my God-given talent: writing. I will be the first to tell you I am NO English scholar! But I do love to write! I love poetry and love letters and pouring out words from the depths of my soul about something that means the world to me. 

Recently, I stumbled upon this scripture and even then, I didn't let it thoroughly astound me. But tonight, as God rose me from my bed because He had bigger and better things for me to do than sleep, I am reminded of His love letter to me. Let me share it with you, in case you've never read this particular scripture: 

"Be generous with the different things God gave you, passing them around so all get in on it: if words, let it be God's words; if help, let it be God's hearty help. That way, God's bright presence will be evident in everything through Jesus, and he'll get all the credit as the One mighty in everything-encores to the end of time. Oh yes!" ~ 1 Peter 4:10-11 MSG

I haven't written or posted like I knew God wanted me  to. So busy in my day and life, I would go to bed, realizing that yet again, another day slipped by without me using one of my God-given talents. But so tired from my day of my own "stuff", I decided to just sleep anyhow. I could do it the next day, right??? Well the next day came and passed and so did weeks and months. What a shame! I must ask God to forgive me for not using what He gave me, and to ask for Him to fill me full of His words so I can do what He has for me! This is the second time in a week where I have laid down and gotten back up, knowing God had bigger plans for me than to rest! And I am thoroughly enjoying my moments here in His presence. The house is quiet at 1:26 am, and I am happy to have spent some time with Him, doing what He desires for me. 

Sleep tight everyone! Have a beautiful sunrise this morning when you wake and face the day confident in His love for you! 
He loves you~
He cares for you~
He longs for you to draw nearer to Him! 

So use your God given talent today...and everyday. Don't forget what He hand picked for you to rock at in this life! 
The clock today will not stop for you to take a moment and spend with God. You have to make it happen! Or....maybe, just maybe, He will get you up and out of bed tonight to do that ;) 

DeColores and many blessings! 

<3 Rachel 

What our Dreams are made of...

As I lie here next to my little Maya Papaya while she sleeps, I cannot help but allow my mind to race in the quiet of the night. Classical music is playing in the background-as always- and she has one hand resting on me-just like every other night. I think she enjoys the feel of someone close. As do I. That's why I do not mind sleeping right next to her every night. (Don't tell Dr Mehta!!! 😁) I love the sound of her each little breath, the feel of her hand finding my hand or arm or face to rest against, the smiles as she is obviously consumed in some amazing dream. 

Dreams. 

I tell her how much I adore her. I tell her how beautiful she is and how absolutely perfect God made her for me! I tell her I wouldn't change a thing about her-only things that could be easier for her. But as far as her? I wouldn't change a thing. The absolute purest love pours through her eyes and grin at me every single day. She has already taught me more about love in 5 months than what I've figured out in almost 30 years. Hers is so pure and so unique and worth every tear and worry and change I have had to make since September 5. It's been worth every moment.

Dreams. 

I have such big dreams for her! I know she's going to soar! She's going to spread her beautiful, perfectly unique wings one day and fly so high that she will never go unnoticed. I dream of her best friend first being God, then her big sissy, Mallory. Maya watches her every single move, laughs and grins at her basically nonstop, and gives her the best slobbery kisses you could ever dream of having! Maya has the most amazing big sis, and I dream of Mal always holding Maya's hand through this life and being there for her every step of the way. I dream of her becoming so many amazing things and showing this world just who she is in Christ! 

Dreams. 

Your little breaths are deeper now and I know you're sleeping peacefully. I just wonder as she smiles, what are her dreams right now? What amazing show is God displaying for her as she rests for the night? Are her Angels keeping her entertained with music and dancing? Or is she replaying something silly that sissy did during the day and cannot help but giggle in her sleep at her Mal she loves so much. Is she dreaming of real food that looks so much better than her milk? Or is God Himself singing her a lullaby? 

Dreams. 

We each have them. They're what keep us alive and encourage us to look forward to what is to come. They motivate our souls to do the unthinkable and achieve the few things that eventually help define who we want to become. They're the beautiful reminder that we are actually in control of what we want in life and what we will fight to get. They're the one thing we should never lose for if we do, life would become rather bleak and meaningless. 

Hold fast to your dreams, my loves. 

<3 Rachel